Saturday, January 28, 2017

'Trust the Process'

As a basketball fan--and now having put that orange orb into the bucket in my 6th decade (Vince Carter, btw, is now in his 5th decade and contributing to a noteworthy Memphis Grizzlies team)--I want to extend the hitherto hapless hopes of the Philadelphia 76ers, who have painstakingly 'trusted the process' of rebuilding a team from nothing to something, Joel Embiid the poster-man of their cause. It is a story worth a look, as he grew up inspired by Hakeem Olajuwan, old Nigeria drawing young Cameroon in, and we are a better planet for these two and all they represent.

The stories of our makings are necessary to tell, and sometimes we do so easily, and sometimes we do them well. I had some idea of why I became a teacher--my mother's precedent was ever-present, as was Grandpa George and mentors at Lincoln Junior High and Maine South, especially Dee Johnson in 11th grade. I've been sustained in this profession through countless others and workshops (even in Amsterdam, June 2016) to fortify the words of Joe Vold a week before he died: "Dan, be a teacher."

It is good to hearken back, and--through the internet--to project forward. Emma and I have seen about 8 episodes of Room 222 in the past few weeks, partly because I knew my 222nd poem on Lost Menagerie would be nigh. I had no idea how much that show honed who I was; at the risk of some soft blasphemy, I think the Holy Spirit worked then and now in showing how "all things work together for good to them who love God" (Romans 8:28) toward guiding me to teach--and, as all Mr Dixons know, to learn along the way.

Thus, my 222nd poem of late, a shell of what was and can be, a room for discussion and sanctity:


                  Room 222

We’ll do well to work toward
Virginia Woolf’s challenge: create
a new respect for the right we’re
priviledged to, that everybody has
a room of one’s own. Countless
I’ve had, and wait for only one as
foretold in the gospel of John: a cell
more capacious than Prospero’s,
Schwann’s, Edgar A. Poe’s, a home
for the house-less, as King Lear
now knows. Therefore I compose.

In Glyndon, I grew in the glow of
good light—literal amber waves of
grain; the times perhaps were a
scrapbook of Dickens in what was
played out (and Pip, in the end, is
worth dreaming about). My brothers
and I strayed outside quite a lot,
sometimes next door to tabulate
turtles that slid to the floor of the
bathtub interred in the garden soil,
wondering if they’d ever to back.

On Fridays, after supper and in
reflection of Mr Roger’s world,
we’d sing our bedtime ritual, then
try to squeeze a little more from
ABC—not quite the Brady Bunch or
news relayed by Harry Reasoner;
in rooms imagined by technology,
I cut my teeth to be a teacher by
thinking through Pete Dixon, who
rhymed (by chance) with Nixon,
and worlds beyond a make-believe.

Where are those friendly ghosts
from childhood?— the crank who
principalled the crew, the counselor
who scanned kids well if not to read
into, the goofy student teacher who
travelled to Turkmenistan, where I
was goofy, too, the Ritchies, Helens,
Jasons of the class, and all they
plied to make their efforts bloom,
streaming well before the internet,
a prescient point for modern rooms.





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