The stories of our makings are necessary to tell, and sometimes we do so easily, and sometimes we do them well. I had some idea of why I became a teacher--my mother's precedent was ever-present, as was Grandpa George and mentors at Lincoln Junior High and Maine South, especially Dee Johnson in 11th grade. I've been sustained in this profession through countless others and workshops (even in Amsterdam, June 2016) to fortify the words of Joe Vold a week before he died: "Dan, be a teacher."
It is good to hearken back, and--through the internet--to project forward. Emma and I have seen about 8 episodes of Room 222 in the past few weeks, partly because I knew my 222nd poem on Lost Menagerie would be nigh. I had no idea how much that show honed who I was; at the risk of some soft blasphemy, I think the Holy Spirit worked then and now in showing how "all things work together for good to them who love God" (Romans 8:28) toward guiding me to teach--and, as all Mr Dixons know, to learn along the way.
Thus, my 222nd poem of late, a shell of what was and can be, a room for discussion and sanctity:
Room
222
We’ll do well to work toward
Virginia Woolf’s challenge:
create
a new respect for the right
we’re
priviledged to, that
everybody has
a room of one’s own.
Countless
I’ve had, and wait for only
one as
foretold in the gospel of
John: a cell
more capacious than
Prospero’s,
Schwann’s, Edgar A. Poe’s, a
home
for the house-less, as King
Lear
now knows. Therefore I
compose.
In Glyndon, I grew in the
glow of
good light—literal amber
waves of
grain; the times perhaps were
a
scrapbook of Dickens in what
was
played out (and Pip, in the
end, is
worth dreaming about). My brothers
and I strayed outside quite a
lot,
sometimes next door to tabulate
turtles that slid to the floor
of the
bathtub interred in the garden
soil,
wondering if they’d ever to
back.
On Fridays, after supper and
in
reflection of Mr Roger’s
world,
we’d sing our bedtime ritual,
then
try to squeeze a little more
from
ABC—not quite the Brady Bunch
or
news relayed by Harry
Reasoner;
in rooms imagined by
technology,
I cut my teeth to be a teacher
by
thinking through Pete Dixon,
who
rhymed (by chance) with Nixon,
and worlds beyond a
make-believe.
Where are those friendly
ghosts
from childhood?— the crank
who
principalled the crew, the
counselor
who scanned kids well if not
to read
into, the
goofy student teacher who
travelled to Turkmenistan,
where I
was goofy, too, the Ritchies,
Helens,
Jasons of the class, and all
they
plied to make their efforts
bloom,
streaming well before the
internet,
a prescient point for modern
rooms.

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