Summer on a Sheep Ranch
By Marilyn Jaeger
Sheep. It’s always
about sheep; it’s ALL about sheep. No,
wait a minute. Psalm 23 begins and ends
with God. “The Lord” is my shepherd….house
of “the Lord, forever”. Without Lord God, nothing. With the Lord, satisfaction, leading,
restoring, presence, comfort, food, anointing, goodness, mercy, eternity.
But let’s get back to sheep.
For being such a blah, docile, timid, follow-the-leader animal, it sure
does get a prominent place in the zoological hierarchy of Scripture. What saved Abraham from killing his son
Isaac? A sheep. For that matter, what do we call it all the
way through to Revelation? A sacrificial
lamb – which becomes the Lamb upon the Throne!
What did Jacob use to clever his way out of servitude to his
father-in-law Laban? Sheep. What was David doing while writing his psalms? Tending sheep. What seems to be Jesus’ favorite name for his
followers? “My sheep hear my voice.” “I know my sheep.” “What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if
he loses one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go
after the one which is lost until he finds it?”
We write for a blog called “Stillwater Symposium”. Probably the major source for that “stillwater”
part is the Twenty-Third Psalm: “He leads me beside the stillwaters.” Would that all our writing be lifted up in
glory to the Shepherd of our souls who leads us to serenity!
I was twenty-one, not at an especially serene time of my
life. Graduation from Concordia College
held a little extra excitement – well , I was magna cum laude, after all (woo woo!) – because the following day
the Concert Band, in which I played alto clarinet, embarked on a first-ever
summer tour into western Canada, hitting major new coliseums in Calgary and
Edmonton. To complicate this personally,
I had committed to a job for two weeks leading a Vacation Bible School in Chester,
Montana. That meant breaking from the tour early. I’m not sure of the logistics. Somehow I recall being dropped at the border
at night and a person from Chester – who had driven seventy miles – picking me
up. I stayed with the Wigen family, Bob, Ella, son Clint and daughter Bodeil (I remember her very Norwegian name!) Bob had employed Joe Vold on his ranch forty-five miles south of
Chester for several summers, and Joe was again coming to work for him. Does it look like there is a plan here? Joe and I had been dating for about six
months on campus, and he encouraged me to apply for the VBS job in Chester,
with a second stint west on Highway 2 a ways.
It was up my alley, as my formal training at school was to become a
parish worker, and I trained to be a teacher.
So that was all well and good. But a long summer stretched out past the Bible
school weeks. And I would not start my
parish work job at St. Philips Lutheran Church in Fridley, Minnesota until
September 1. That’s when Donna Madison
Jacobson would be leaving, to go with her husband Don on Luther Seminary internship. Donna was the sister of Carol, who had
started dating Joe’s best friend John Haakenson. The Madisons were from Big Sandy, Montana,
not far from Chester. While at Concordia
they were, of course, members of the “Montana Club”, and while they may not
have used it as their club cheer, they surely got razed by the rest of the
campus as belonging to the “Monta-a-a-a-a-a-a-na (sheep) Ella had heard of a
woman up in the Sweetwater Hills, forty-five miles north of the “HiLine” near
the Canadian border, who was dying of cancer and needed a housegirl for the
summer. Margie and Bob Sutton and four of
their five children lived on – you guessed it! – a sheep ranch. I got the job and was installed and in training
by late June.
These were not ordinary sheep. The Suttons ran Targhees. According to Wikipedia:
The Targhee is a breed of domestic sheep developed
in early 20th century by the USDA's Agricultural
Research Service.[1] Targhee
sheep are a dual–purpose breed, with heavy,
medium quality wool and good meat production characteristics. They are hardy, and
are especially suited to the ranges of
the West where they were developed.[2]Targhee
are especially popular in Montana, Wyoming and South Dakota, where their ¾ fine wool and ¼ long wool breeding is favored by western ranchers.[3] This
breed is raised primarily for wool.[4]
Lest you surmise that I became an expert on Targhees and
spent all my time snuggling with these woolly critters – no. I had plenty to do in the house. It was called cooking, cleaning,
laundry. The first task Margie set me
to, however, was dusting the extensive bookcases in the living room. She was not feeling good, but sat there as I
went through the shelves, and said, “The girls that have helped me always
seemed to enjoy dusting these shelves – and looking over the books.” It was also a way to become acquainted that
first day. Margie, as well as all the
family, lived out her Christian faith and endured her suffering with hope. She generally had a patient, sunny
disposition.
Since it was an authentic ranch house and had only two bedrooms,
I was assigned to sleep in the double bed with the youngest son and
daughter. Next to us in the rather
cramped room were the older boys. Wish I
could remember their names. The setup
worked out pretty well. We could tell
stories to each other and play games, making a tent of the sheets. The older boys were usually out by sunup to
do chores.
In the kitchen was a huge table, and often there were a
dozen around it for every meal. I really
knew very little about cooking, but I guess had learned enough at my mother’s “knee”
to manage. Margie tried to give advice
and assistance as often as she felt able, but I was winging it a lot of the
time. I would bake bread every day. Butter had to be churned regularly. The garden always needed tending. They didn’t just have sheep, they had cows
and hogs and chickens, all which I helped butcher, all providing for the family’s
livelihood. I tried out many recipes,
but I always knew those many serving bowls had to be full to overflowing by
mealtime, so there was nothing fancy. We
ate a lot of mutton (certainly not lamb chops – they went to the market!) The children were in 4H, and the ten-year-old
daughter was learning her project for the county fair: how to make sandwiches right, with the filling going all the way to the edges. She was a pretty good help in the kitchen.
Often we also had to take meals out to the men working in
the fields. I remember one disastrous
time, I made coffee. Started with a large
full enamel pot of water – the water was already in the pot, for some reason! –
and added the coffee to boil well before toting it off to the truck. It didn’t take seconds for the men to take a
sip of their steaming coffee. . . and sputter it out with a ghastly look on
their face. The coffee water had soap in
it! Someone had made it ready to wash
dishes. So much for shortcuts.
In the evening after supper dishes were done and the oatmeal
was set for the next morning, I had time to myself. The thirteen-year-old boy, a friendly,
freckled redhead, would help get me a horse and saddle it up. After initial rides with the kids into the
hills, I sometimes would go alone. I
know at least once that I actually rode into Canada, though there was no
indication of a border there. The Sutton
ranch was that close to the boundary. We
were remote! The Sweetwater Hills, really
mountains, flanked their land to the south, and the only way to get there was
by a dusty, winding road through the range.
The whole rest of the summer I never got beyond the teeny town of
Whitlash, where we bought groceries and went to church, and the nearby farm of
a Mennonite family, friends of the Suttons.
But that was enough activity.
Actually, evenings spent in the Mennonite home gave a warm glimpse of
simple life where they created their own recreation. They did have electricity, but were very plain
– and happy.
One evening after kitchen work was done, I decided to just
go walking in the hills beyond the ranch.
I was lonesome. Joe and I had
been in touch, but barely. He was busy
on the ranch ninety miles away from me by this time. Sunsets are often glorious in the Big Sky
Country. I was strolling along, watching
the interplay of oranges and purples and brights, and suddenly heard a whooping
from far away. Squinting my eyes, I
could just make out a gangly figure coming toward me and waving. Joe!
It was my beloved, Joe! We ran
across the range toward each other and embraced, just like in the movies, just
like in a girl’s dreams of loving and being loved! He had borrowed his boss’ car and driven up,
so we spent a lovely evening exploring the hills before he had to head back to
his ranch.
Wildfires were a great threat on the range. Smoke arising into the sky toward the east
warned us one August day that nearby neighbors were in trouble. Everyone put down what they were doing and
hustled over with rugs, brooms, rakes and very little water to help extinguish
it. The conflagration covered many
acres, and just as we felt we were on top of it, another flame would burst out
in the dry grass. We did an exhausting
lot of beating with rugs and sweeping to try to contain the tongues of
fire. Range grass, while spotty and dry,
was also precious, a different kind of cash crop. The sense of neighborliness and community was
very strong. The tired group shared food
and drink and thanksgiving after this menace was conquered.
All too quickly my time on the ranch was over, and I
hopped a ride with friends Don Nelson and Ruth Langemo back to the Twin
Cities. To join a new group of
sheep. To help tend sheep working with
youth and education and visitation.
The summer of 1963 Joe and I were back in Montana. We had married, Jonathan was a baby, and we
moved to Billings where Joe was a district salesman for Dun and
Bradstreet. We took a trip to the east
of Flathead Lake, where Suttons had bought a sheep ranch and moved. Margie had died the year after I worked for
them in 1960, but she always dreamed of a place in the Rockies, away from those
interminable dry plains where they had been.
Their place only had outdoor plumbing, which I thought was a challenge
with a baby in diapers, but we had a nice visit. The next summer , I think it was, Bob Sutton
was president of the Targhee Sheep Association of western Montana. He learned that Joe was by that time headed
for the seminary, and invited us to join him at their banquet in Billings, asking
Joe to give the invocation. Though we
kept in touch for a few more years, that
was the last time we saw the Targhee sheep rancher Bob Sutton. But I’ll never forget my summer on his sheep
ranch in the Sweetwater Hills. Sheep would always have a special place in my heart.
What a wonderful thing, to relive a summer like this and then to share it with us all! We hadn’t heard much of the detail from your summer of ‘60, but as you tell it I am sure you have always held these three months in a corner of your memory, to retrieve and relive whenever you needed that certain smile, and now we get to be there with you!
ReplyDeleteI feel a little proud that I encouraged this sharing by my last comment, but really, thank you Dan, again, for getting us started and keeping us going on this whole symposian stroll. And let me try to encourage everyone to take a turn now. You may not have butchered pigs or slept in a room with five kids, and some of you don’t have a lot of summers (or winters, or weeks) to choose from, but each one of you have memories that are your quiet smile sources. So, share! This is what this blog is for. Not as much about having clever poem patterns (although I did like our earliest group effort at haikus) or inspired sermons (these too are welcome of course) or worldly stories (as if Montana were not as exotic as Eastern Europe), but about sharing, and sharing ourselves! So, Anne, Josh, Dan, Dick, Joey, Kirsten, Andrew... your turn, and you can share your memory with a poem or a picture or a story if you prefer, but share! And Mom again, we’re eager to hear more!
Amen to all the above--I love reading and re-reading these posts. Montana, even before the pivotal year 1988, had been in my blood from before I knew it, and this story carries resonance of all good gifts, all pointing to our Great Shepherd.
ReplyDeleteMy next short story is almost complete: 'Twilight and Dusk', about cross-country running and my 2000 trip through eastern Poland. I allude to Scobey, MT (actually well outside that town), where I was literally a lost sheep for hours on an early Sunday morning. Put some worry in my 'Known By Heart' comrades, but all is forgiven for this prodigal son!...